Historical personal narrative
Wayne Rogers’s 1999 account explores the Jehovah’s Witness blood policy, conscientious dissent, and the consequences of shunning.
Questioning the Jehovah’s Witness Blood Policy

Freedom of thought is a right that many people take for granted. There are many people who believe they have freedom of thought but are mistaken. I was one of those. My name is Wayne Rogers. I was raised in the religious organization known as Jehovah’s Witnesses governed by the Watchtower Society. As I sit down to write the story, I have just finished reading some passages from the February 22, 1999 issue of Awake magazine. In it are some powerful statements in support of free thought and inquiry. These passages particularly struck me:
The article cited Francis Bacon’s advice to weigh and consider, and quoted Thomas Jefferson: “Reason and free inquiry are the only effectual agents against error.” It also cited British scientist Sir Hermann Bondi’s argument that sincere religious conviction can be mistaken and should therefore be accompanied by humility.5
A life within the congregation
I had been raised as a Jehovah’s Witness since 1966, the son of an elder. I was convinced all my life that I was in God’s organization where there existed true freedom in Christ and brotherly love. I was baptized in 1983 at an international convention at the Oakland Coliseum. I married a fellow believer in 1987 and strove to let Bible principles guide our marriage for 12 years. I served as a ministerial servant in the Highland Oaks/Pleasanton congregation where I was given many responsibilities and occasionally auxiliary pioneered in support of the Watchtower’s preaching work.
Slowly over the years, I began to develop a different view on blood transfusions than the official policy. Many points of scriptural research and personal experience molded my viewpoint. Studies in Bible-based literature such as The Greatest Man Who Ever Lived impressed upon me the contrast between Jesus’ love of people, and the strict, oppressive rule-keeping of the religious leaders of the time. I noticed how Christ approved of setting aside certain restrictions in the Law Covenant when human life or suffering was on the line, much to the dismay of the Pharisees.
I came to understand certain provisions in the Law covenant as allowing distinctions that mattered when human life and well-being were at stake. For instance, on the command to abstain from eating blood, Insight on the Scriptures observes: “At Deuteronomy 14:21 allowance was made for selling to an alien resident or a foreigner an animal that had died of itself or that had been torn by a beast. Thus, a distinction was made between the blood of such animals and that of animals that a person slaughtered for food.”6
My reading of Leviticus 17:15–16 led me to understand that eating an animal that had died naturally or been torn by a beast required washing and temporary ritual uncleanness, rather than the death penalty. I understood this as significant when considering a person’s need for food. I also noted the separate restriction on priests in Leviticus 22:8. These passages contributed to my belief that the preservation of life should matter when interpreting restrictions involving blood.
I recall back in 1981 when one of my best friends was suffering from kidney failure. He may have been among the first Jehovah’s Witnesses to get on the list for an organ transplant after the policy changed. His story can be found in the November 22, 1996, Awake! article entitled “‘It’s Only Temporary!’—My Life With Kidney Disease.”7 The Watchtower Society (WTS) had changed its position in March 1980, and my friend and his family had decided that a transplant would not violate their consciences. I recall that I had no thought whatsoever that he was a “cannibal” who sustained his life by feeding on human flesh, although Watchtower literature had described organ transplantation in cannibalistic terms beginning in 1967.8, 9 I am firmly convinced that Jehovah’s Witnesses would not have viewed blood transfusions as a serious sin if the WTS had not been vilifying the procedure for so many years.
When the durable power of attorney (DPA) forms were starting to be promoted by the WTS, I was concerned that I might be giving someone else authority to make health decisions that did not reflect my own views. I procrastinated on signing this form, even though my wife kept pushing me to do so.
Speaking about my doubts
In late 1998, my wife became more insistent that we sign the DPA forms, and also started ordering things like "no-blood" key chains. I could not hold back any longer. I broke down and told her that I did not agree with the WTS views on blood. Needless to say, my wife was stunned! She then stopped me and refused to hear any reasons why I disagreed. I started a renewed effort to find information that I could share with her to explain my position. I went to the local hospital library to find information on blood fractions. In the medical journal database, I found references to the AJWRB, then known as Associated Jehovah’s Witnesses for Reform on Blood. Intrigued, I visited their website.
I had always tried to avoid what I thought were "apostate sites" before, but I could not view AJWRB as apostate. I was ecstatic that there were other JWs who felt the same as me on this issue! I read it all in amazement and found that I had already arrived at many of the conclusions presented. I sent Lee Elder an email expressing my support for the work that he was doing, and asking him to send some information to a circuit overseer I knew. My wife found the letter I had sent on my computer, printed it out, and gave it to my elders. I was called into a judicial hearing for the first time in my life.
The judicial hearings
Looking back, I guess I was rather naïve, and thought that my elders were there to help me. I quickly realized that wasn’t the case. The first order of business at the hearings was to make sure I had brought no recording devices. I thought this was strange that if the purpose was to protect my privacy, why would I bring one? It became apparent that these hearings were more for interrogation than for helping the individual. It all boiled down to the question of whether I accepted that all of the current understandings of the WTS were "food at the proper time" from the "faithful and discreet slave".
I pleaded that I could not agree to that idea, given the changeable nature of the WTS doctrine. How could the ban on organ transplants be viewed as truth from God, only to later be dropped? I told them that I believed that this teaching was nothing more than someone’s personal opinion that got put into The Watchtower for millions of trusting people to view as "absolute truth". Incredibly, one of the elders actually said that blood transfusions were really a conscience matter anyway!
Amazingly, the Bible was not opened until after a decision was made. They used the Bible to try to accuse me of being a man trying to cause divisions. I protested that I had not been spreading my views around the congregation, indeed, the elders admitted that they did not feel that I was even trying to push my views on them.
They replied that I could not be allowed to be in the congregation if in my mind I was supporting the AJWRB. They read some quotes from the elders’ manual that if a brother persists in believing something contrary to the current teachings of the organization, then he has committed apostasy, even if he does not spread his views publicly.
I went home that night in a daze to tell my wife of the outcome. We were not expecting the worst to happen. I was given a week to appeal the decision and finally decided I would. My wife was furious and felt that an appeal was like slapping the elders in the face. But I knew that I could not let this happen to me without trying to do something to prevent it. The circuit overseer then handpicked three more elders from other cities.
Again, I was asked at the appeal hearing if I had any recording devices, which I did not. Again, I did not try to be argumentative, as I instinctively knew that if I argued with them I would be viewed as unrepentant. I did present some of my case that other doctrines had been changed in the past, and that we should follow the Bible over the words of men. They told me that in order to have unity, Witnesses could not interpret the Bible for themselves.
I asked them if they believed that the ban on organ transplants was from God, or from man’s opinion. They replied that they were not there to change my mind, and I wasn’t there to change theirs. Disheartened, I realized that my fate was sealed even before they dismissed us to make their decision. I was pronounced disfellowshipped on January 11, 1999 on the basis that my beliefs "separate me from Jehovah’s Witnesses".
The personal consequences
My wife immediately distanced herself from me and treated me with great distrust and suspicion. She refused to even hear the reasons why I had taken my stand. She told me that she could not stop viewing me as an enemy of God. She met with the elders without my presence, and would not tell me what counsel was given to her, for fear, she said, that I would just use it against the Society. She decided to leave me and obtain a separation. I was not allowed to reason with her. If I even brought out the Bible, she would run from the house with her hands over her ears.
In March, during this period of severe stress, I wound up in the hospital for a week with a severely painful case of meningitis and shingles.
My parents finally came to see me. My mother immediately started condemning me, that I was "worse than an adulterer", demon-possessed, and "brainwashed by apostates". She said that if my father had done what I did, she would have left him too.
My father has admitted to me that he has noticed a "totalitarian" element in the Organization and that he has had doubts himself, but "you don’t go and tell the elders!" Since then I have been cut off from my family and all my life-long friends, who believe they have no choice but to shun me.
Sincerely,
Wayne M. Rogers
Historical and Bioethical Context
About the contributor. Wayne Rogers later served as AJWRB’s Public Affairs Director from 2000 to 2006. The organization’s name at the time of his account was Associated Jehovah’s Witnesses for Reform on Blood; today it is the Alliance for Jehovah’s Witness Research and Bioethics.
The reference to thousands of deaths. Wayne’s concluding statement expresses his assessment of the former policy’s human cost. AJWRB’s subsequent epidemiological analysis of mortality associated with the blood prohibition provides evidence supporting the scale of that concern. Its extrapolation estimates approximately 33,246 cumulative excess deaths for 1961–2016. This is an estimate derived from clinical evidence, population data, and stated assumptions, rather than a registry of individually documented deaths. The analysis discusses its methods and limitations; it does not establish that every individual death could have been prevented.10
Why the account matters. Wayne describes the consequences of expressing disagreement about medical doctrine, rather than a disciplinary proceeding following his own acceptance of a transfusion. His testimony is relevant to the ethical distinction between a person’s religious convictions and the social consequences they anticipate if they depart from organizational expectations. Confidentiality, freedom of conscience, and the voluntariness of transfusion refusal were already subjects of peer-reviewed bioethical debate around this period.11
AJWRB welcomes the expansion of personal medical choice in 2026. The continuing clinical task is to establish each patient’s current, treatment-specific preferences through accurate information and an opportunity for private discussion. A historical account cannot determine an individual patient’s present beliefs, wishes, or experience of their congregation.
Editorial Note: About AJWRB Patient Narratives
AJWRB publishes patient and family narratives to document the lived experience and human impact of Jehovah’s Witness medical policies and related institutional practices. These accounts are qualitative in nature and reflect the experiences, recollections, interpretations, and opinions of the individual contributors. The views expressed are their own and do not necessarily represent the views or conclusions of AJWRB. Personal narratives should not be understood as substitutes for clinical evidence, nor as independently establishing medical causation in an individual case.
We include these accounts because quantitative data and policy analysis alone cannot fully convey how medical directives are experienced by patients and families—including the effects of religious expectations, social relationships, institutional influence, and high-stakes medical decision-making. Read alongside clinical, historical, and bioethical evidence, patient narratives provide important context for understanding the real-world consequences of policy.
AJWRB remains institutionally neutral regarding an individual’s decision to remain affiliated with or separate from Jehovah’s Witnesses and advocates for every patient’s right to make medical decisions based on accurate information, free from coercion and with genuinely informed consent.
References
- Jehovah’s Witnesses. Jehovah’s Witnesses: Each Witness Now Decides Whether to Accept or Donate Main Blood Components. September 18, 2026. Accessed October 1, 2026.
- Jehovah’s Witnesses. How Do Jehovah’s Witnesses Show Respect for Life? Questions From Readers. 2026. Accessed October 1, 2026.
- Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society. Expelling. Insight on the Scriptures. Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society. Online edition. Accessed October 1, 2026.
- Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society. Help for those who are removed from the congregation. The Watchtower—Study Edition. August 2024. Paragraphs 12–15 and footnote b. Accessed October 1, 2026.
- Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society. Why it should be discussed. Awake! February 22, 1999:4–7. Accessed October 1, 2026.
- Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society. Blood. Insight on the Scriptures. Vol 1. Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society; 1988. Accessed October 1, 2026.
- Cordaway L. “It’s only temporary!”—My life with kidney disease. Awake! November 22, 1996:11–14. Accessed October 1, 2026.
- Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society. Questions from readers. The Watchtower. November 15, 1967:702–704. Accessed October 1, 2026.
- Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society. Questions from readers. The Watchtower. March 15, 1980:31. Accessed October 1, 2026.
- Elder L; AJWRB. Estimating Mortality: Epidemiological Extrapolations of Faith-Based Blood Restrictions. July 23, 2026. Accessed October 1, 2026.
- Muramoto O. Medical confidentiality and the protection of Jehovah’s Witnesses’ autonomous refusal of blood. J Med Ethics. 2000;26(5):381–386. doi:10.1136/jme.26.5.381. Accessed October 1, 2026.

This story resonated with me. I was born and raised a JW, was a diligent participant and even pioneered as a teenager. My parents (particularly my father) encouraged me to attend college despite the JW’s admonitions against doing so. I eventually left after my sister “turned me in” for a fornication offense. I was disassociated and the shunning from the congregation and shaming in my household (I was 19 and still living at home) was too much to bear. I am over 50 years old now and usually have no association with JWs. But recently my elderly Mom was sick and needed a blood transfusion. I decided to honor her beliefs and tell the hospital staff not to do the transfusion and they found a suitable substitute which prolonged her risky medical condition, prolonged her hospitalization, and prolonged her pain and discomfort. The most appalling behavior was from the elders of her congregation who were on their way to the hospital to give “advice” to physicians at the nationally renowned hospital on what they should do to treat my mother. I stopped them and can’t believe how close I came to being embarrassed by this group of ignorant and arrogant men. In the end, I am glad I honored my Mom’s wishes. It was the respectful thing to do. But the whole incident reminded me of the arrogance and danger of the JW organization. Its funny – I am 53 years old and still afraid to present my full name in this comment for fear of making my parents/family unhappy and for potential retribution against my parents.
I am not – and never will be a JW. I grew up living down the road from a kingdom hall and we were visited regularly by JW’s. (This was in the mid 70’s.) I will never forget one visit from a gentleman and his teenage daughter. Somehow the conversation took an ugly turn. He explained how his life was before he became a JW and told us of an accident where his daughter had needed a blood transfusion to save her life. His wife who was already a JW had forbid it! He however allowed the blood transfusion, thereby saving his daughters life. Years later this man became a JW – and you won’t believe it – he told us he’d made an outright mistake by allowing his daughter to have the transfusion! This was in front of the same young lady who sat before us in our lounge! My father, brother and I couldn’t believe what he was telling us! Right in front of his own daughter! I will never forget the cruel callousness of this man! Effectively saying his daughters survival was a mistake! To this day I remain utterly disgusted with the JW faith and their disgraceful Watchtower organisation.
In recent years I’ve had cause research the JW’s quite thoroughly. It transpired that one of my employees is a JW and in an effort to understand his management style I’ve been looking at what effect this cult has had on him. My research has been an eye opener! Once again I have been disgusted at the Watchtower’s brain washing and mind control! A complete contradiction to Christs love.
Unfortunately my employee, who is actually quite a nice guy, is gripped in their clutches and won’t see reason, no matter that it’s from the Bible. I firmly believe that the JW’s as well as the Mormons, along with many other cults around the world today, are the false prophets spoken about in the Bible.
Its important infront of God, to be able, and to be gentle, when converseing on this key like subject.
It is key like, as it offers the possibility to show God glory in the pleasant nature of the love that he is unique in the support of. Soberness and accuracy of words, still seems His more than even stewards of energy supply for staying alive!
I’m sorry for your situation, Wayne. Your case mirrors thousands upon thousands of others in similar circustances. Though not an ex-Witness, I was so disturbed by these ‘Gestapo tactics’ that I transcribed the entire 2-hour recorded Judicial committee and 2-hour appeal of Matthew Barrie, a Glaswegian who was trapped by 2 elders, one his fleshly brother, who had called on him under the guise of shepherding work, with the true intention of getting Matthew to state his present beliefs. This information was then used as witness-testimony to convict him of alleged apostasy. Included in the transcripts is the recording of Matthew’s encounter with the elder who trapped him when Matthew attempted to apply Matt. 18 with his fellow congregant. He became prosecution witness 1. From the case, I picked out 21 ethical and human rights violations.
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https://jehovahswitnesstrial.files.wordpress.com/2010/12/podcasts-11-12.pdf
I blame no one but the flock to put up with this nonsense.Why is there so much drama in this man made cult? There is always problems. Its because the wt is trying to make people believe all the lies they preach.I was in this nonsense 32 years. and I quit. I was never DFD. I don’t know why. And I really do not care.That shunning crap. I do not play their game of shunning. If they try it on me I get right in their faces and say “(Now would Jesus do that?) And we all know the answer would be no. Do not let them get into the shunning game. If you do then you are going along with them. Speak up. They are ony a bunch of nice brain dead people. Its a shame to let MEN grab your life and control it. Don’t let them tell you that you must remain loyal to Jehovah and listen to them,What they really mean is be loyal to the watchtower society. It doesn’t have a dam thing to do with God.
“My wife immediately distanced herself from me, and treated me with great distrust and suspicion. She refused to even hear the reasons why I had taken my stand. She told me that she could not stop viewing me as an enemy of God. She met with the elders without my presence, and would not tell me what counsel was given to her, for fear, she said, that I would just use it against the Society. She decided to leave me and obtain a separation. I was not allowed to reason with her. If I even brought out the Bible, she would run from the house with her hands over her ears.”
This is word-for-word, what has happened to me with my wife. I even tried not to discuss my beliefs with her, but she insisted on preaching to me. When I would reluctantly respond, she would walk out, hands over her ears. We’ve been separated 10 months and it is killing me.
Wayne, my heart goes out to you my brother. Talk about a true Orwellian experience. You were convicted of thought-crime. I have slowly faded due to issues with flawed teachings: 1914, this generation, etc. A couple years ago my wife confronted me about it and I told that I just couldn’t accept certain teachings. We have stayed together because we have children, but our relationship has been strained ever since. Only recently have I started speaking out at all in blogs like this and then I still use a pseudonym. I am in constant fear of discovery: I try to fly under the radar so I don’t loose contact with my children.